Deborah Parkin's work is about exploration. The exploration of photographic techniques which could be regarded as being outside of the mainstream whether in her use of Fuji’s instant black & white film in a 4 x 5 large format camera or her recently adopted interest in the wet plate collodion process. But these are merely the vehicles for her real exploration, that of the emotional impact of childhood experiences, whether from her own memories or by observing her children and others around her.
The power of the images is in their ability to engage the viewer and elicit questions and emotions. The style and processes of production give a timeless element to the subject and therefore encompass childhood sentiments that can be acknowledged even by those without personal experience of all the emotions portrayed.
Memory:
This series is particularly poignant and personal and probably best left to Deborah Parkin's own words for explanation:
As the title suggests these are a series of images drawn from my memories of childhood. According to Freud ‘the feelings of childhood remain with us throughout adult life but they are only perceptible … The foggy remembrance of a sensation that can no longer be grasped but still affect our emotions in ways that we cannot explain ourselves.”
One of my prime aims is to depict the chasm that can exist between a child’s world and that of an adult. If we are to believe what Freud says that as adults we cannot look back as childhood as a child, then inevitably a chasm must exist. This is something I am particularly interested in as I remember the isolation I felt as a child, particularly at school.
My work is about exploring these feelings of abandonment, isolation, loneliness, longing, waiting and ultimately disappointment.
September is the Cruellest Month:
The series "September is the Cruellest Month" was produced as a response to the realisation of how fleeting precious family time can be and that summer holidays come to an end and family members go back to their own lives away from each other. Deborah Parkin has captured moments during the holiday that will trigger memories of the emotions of the event rather than the event itself
Time Passes:
Deborah Parkin describes the images in the series "Time Passes" as “snapshots” from a family day out. They evoke memories of the day and through them she hears her children’s voices but referring to the photographs she also believes anyone can relate to these, either as a parent or the child they once were. An apt summation of her entire body of work.
Deborah Parkin's approach to her photography, stories behind her images and her recent collodion venture are chronicled in her fascinating and very personal
blog and more of her work can be seen here on her
website